crush

I worked my way through the sea of people 

I saw him

It wasn't the first or the last time

My curiosity was like a fever inside me

I stood tall and scouted 

Still hoping his eyes might meet mine

Might notice me

Would he see my perseverance?

Would he notice my patience?

I would show him my confidence 

Then the truth of it slapped me full in the face 

Where has my reality gone? 

It's all fun and games till you fear the one you love.